Saan

Chapter 34

So Mozuo always thought that he had forgotten, the past self, and the unbearable past.

But he was wrong, no matter how hard he tried, as long as he was touched by others, as long as he was treated like that, his body would react shamelessly honestly.

At this time, Kusamasa was sitting in Hongye's room, the moment of tears had disappeared without a trace, he reluctantly smiled and took the tea cup handed by Hongye, "Thank you."

"It's all right~~", Momiji came down next to Somazo, even though she knew he wouldn't answer, Momiji still wanted to ask, "What happened?"

Kusamazuo caught a glimpse of the mirror not far away, his left eye had returned to normal, so he shook his head, "Momiji, I'm fine, it's just that sand got into my eye."

Kusamazuo stood up, he knew that Momiji might not believe such a stupid excuse, but he didn't want to say it.

So Mozuo has never had any companions, let alone the seniors and juniors who used to get along day and night in the nightclub.He's been alone all this time, with no one to talk to or friends to complain about.

Cao Mozuo thought that he could confide all this to Ashura, but he was horrified to find that he was still afraid and resisted contact with people.

That kind of self is too dirty... So Mosa thought so, and couldn't say anything to others.

Just when Kusamasa got up, Momiji suddenly pulled him back.

"I'm right here", Hongye pulled his clothes firmly, forcing him to lower his head, "I'm so close to you!!"

Mozuo Kusama's eyes reflected the small figure of Momiji, and what didn't match her age was that Momoji showed an unusually firm expression on her face, "Zozuo, you are no longer alone, from the moment we met, You are my friend now, is there anything...you can't tell me?"

His lips moved slightly, Kusamasa almost told Momiji like this, but he still shook his head.

"This is very anxious!!" Momiji wrapped around Kusamasa, "Tell me quickly~"

"Momiji...you are too young", Kusamasa is certainly grateful to Momiji, but he doesn't think the current Momiji will accept the reality.Thinking that Momiji would also alienate him and stare at him with strange eyes, Kusamasa's courage gradually shrank.

"I'm not young anymore," Hongye saw Kusamasuo's disapproval, so she stood up suddenly and pushed Kusamasuo down.

"Ah~ don't~", Somazu used to tickle Momiji before, but now it's the other way around.

Hearing Kusamasa's rare timid voice, Momiji felt more and more interesting, so he scratched the creaking nest and said, "How is it?~ Are you going to tell me?"

"Ah ha ha ~ um ~ ah ~ no ~~~~ ah ha ha ha ~ get around me", Kusamasa wanted to get rid of Momiji, but Momiji always entangled and couldn't get rid of it, Momiji jumped around flexibly Go, let Kusamasa laugh until he loses strength.

"Surrender~!" Hong Ye chuckled, always feeling that her usual position was reversed.

A beautiful crimson appeared on Kusamasa's face, and he panted, "Surrender..."

It's unbelievable, he thought before that he couldn't get too close to anyone, but Hongye completely dispelled his idea.

Even among the twelve zodiac signs, red leaves are extremely special.He is not as self-pitying and self-loving as Yuki, not giving up on himself like Aga, not as unfathomable as Ziwu... Hongye's heart is very soft, and his strength makes Somazu feel ashamed.

Hongye always smiles, even though he was deeply hurt.Hongye seems to have a magical power to make everyone around him happy.Kusamazuo really wanted to know, when Momiji bid farewell to his mother, how did he feel in his heart?

"I want us to be happy together, I hope we are happy together, you always support me, and I want to help you too", Hongye really hopes that she can see through the secret hidden in Kusamazo's heart like this, which is almost impossible of.

"Momiji...", Kusamazuo sighed, but still found an excuse, "I don't think this is within your acceptable range..."

Could he honestly tell Hongye about the inhuman treatment he received in that place when he was a child?The mask he had put on for more than ten years was to hide the truth that he could only succumb to others, that kind of humiliation, even the current Somazu didn't want to recall it.

"How do you know I can't accept it?" Hongye quickly replied, "You didn't even try to tell me."

Hongye trotted to block the door, his eyes were sincere and could not be avoided by Kusamazuo.This is the first time that Hongye is so stubborn to do something, he has a feeling that if Kusama doesn't tell him at this moment, maybe he won't be able to get in touch with the thing that Sosama fears most deep in his heart in his whole life.

"Hongye...", Somozuo tried to persuade him as if coaxing a child.

"I'm not young anymore, please tell me." Hongye shook her head, trying not to let Kusamasuo's pleading eyes confuse herself, "Or, am I not worthy of your dependence?"

"No", as soon as Kusamazuo said this, he knew what he was afraid of. It wasn't that he didn't want to rely on Hongye, but that he didn't want to rely on anyone.Those pasts are unspeakable, and this is also the root of his cocoon.Because I care too much, I can't let go.

"Say it, and you can overcome it, can't you?" Hongye understood the pain of the secret that she couldn't tell.

"Cross it..." Kusamasa was once again moved by Momiji's words, he took a deep breath, "If you are willing to listen to Momiji..."

"Willing!! I'm very willing!!" Momiji hugged the sofa cushion and sat back beside Somazuo. The expression on his face was serious, not casual like listening to a story.

"Okay", Cao Mozuo paused, as if he didn't know where to start, he was silent for a while, Hongye didn't urge him, and could only wait patiently.

Kusamazuo, no, at the beginning of the story, he was still called Gu Zuo.It is said that this name was given by the manager of the nightclub, because the woman who sent him was surnamed Gu, and she placed the young child on the left side of the gate. This is the origin of Gu Zuo's name.

Gu Zuo doesn't have much memory of his mother, only some incomplete pictures, some are happy, some are gloomy.

Since he was really sensible, he has been locked up with many teenagers and girls.There is only one purpose every day, to achieve the goals set by the teachers.Perhaps it is not accurate to call those people teachers, because apart from teaching Gu Zuo and the children how to maintain their shape, body suppleness, various techniques that can please people, and pleasing flirting movements, Gu Zuo has not learned anything thing.

The only luck is that Gu Zuo is still receiving education, at least from elementary school to high school. He goes to school to study like his peers. Naturally, he has to spend several nights and work hard to pay for the tuition.

"Not long ago, everything changed. Ash became my deacon, and I became Kusamazo." He concealed the time travel from Hongye.

Xuanxuan once told him that once the existence and correctness of his identity were doubted, he would forcibly leave this world, just like the last time he left 'Black Butler'.

Hongye also wanted to find out what changed Kusama. Since Kusama didn't say anything, he felt that it might be a topic that couldn't be discussed. "Thank you...you are willing to tell me."

It would be a lie to say that he wasn't shocked, Hongye's mind was still reeling what Kusamasa said, he blinked, and suddenly burst into tears.

"What, what's wrong? Hongye?" Kusamazuo regretted it extremely, he felt that he had frightened Hongye, maybe this passage was too heavy.

"I, I don't know why..." Hongye sniffed heavily, but her eyes were still red, "I just feel like crying... because when you said it, it seemed like I couldn't shed tears... I think I can cry instead of you..."

Momiji's tears dripped down on the back of his hand, and the hot touch unexpectedly warmed Kusamasa's heart.

Obviously Kusama has something to hide from Hongye, but Hongye accepts everything about him and trusts him deeply.So Mozuo has not been forced to leave this world yet, which is the best proof that Hongye trusts him.

Kusamasa wanted to distance himself from anyone, but Momiji entered places he didn't want anyone to set foot in again and again.

"Thank you...you listen to me..." Kuo Mozuo didn't want to mention this past to others. He wanted to leave the loneliness and desolation struggling in the nightmare to time to slowly fade away.But now he felt that it was great that he could tell Hongye everything.

The heart of Hongye is the most real, like glass, reflecting a more beautiful color than kindness.The tears he shed were also hot, as if releasing Somazuo's pain for more than ten years.

"Momiji, don't cry," Kusamaso gently wiped away the teardrops from his eyes with his fingertips.

Hongye shrugged her shoulders slightly, "I think... I can't stop... Woohoo..."

Momiji burst into tears again, making Somazuo at a loss. He clearly told his own story, but Momizu cried heart-rendingly, as if it was Momiji who was going through everything.

Kusamasa's hand went around Hongye's back, and gently hugged him from behind, "Hongye, thank you, this is enough."

Hongye could feel his hands rubbing her hair lightly, and thinking of how Kusama had been treated like that, Hongye couldn't restrain her emotions.

Wanting to make Somazuo forget all this, wanting to make him happy, wanting to make him feel no more pain... Such thoughts gradually became stronger in Hongye's heart, and Momiji held Somazuo's hand .

The temperature from Momiji's hands is just like his tears, making Somazu feel the warmth from Momiji.